I first smoked weed when I was 16. I’ve smoked consistently for about 2 years straight, and the first year of my smoking was about 3-4 times a month and I’m 19 now. I’ve also been drinking along with all of this, very heavily in college, and about every weekend before college in high school. I’ve also done shrooms like 4-5 times, cocaine once, and E like 7 times. I now have stopped everything and I am staying completely sober for an entire year. The last year of my smoking, I was smoking on extremely good weed, so this has probably added a lot on top of all of this. Even though I have stopped and have been sober for about 2 months + a week, I still am completely into the fucked up world. Anyone who has smoked weed for a long period of time knows what I mean. It’s like your in your own world and nature looks actually breathtaking all the time, and it takes a little bit more concentration to understand what someone is telling you, especially if it’s like a long sentence or something. When you’re driving, the trees around you looks amazing and the cars look like little model cars just putting along. Also, for some reason, it’s really easy to tell people that haven’t ever smoked a lot before because they seem like automated robots walking around in the world. Really hard to explain, but yeah that’s the best I can do. My brain has been a little bit clearer, but all of these lingering thoughts and feelings haven’t left at all. It’s kinda cool and amusing sometimes, but I really wish it would all just go away and I could feel normal again. Does anyone have any experiences like mine? If so, explain. Thanks!

Your brain cells are deteriorating from extensive drug use!!!!